fandom people whose presence in my life i am grateful for

[bellaknoti]

in no particular order:

scary lady
kismet
bamftastik
1smut princess
twist shimmy
lenna nightrunner
estaratshirai
nithu
elysium
befu

and anyone who ever read something of mine and said, 'hey, that was cool' or, even better, 'write more', and especially all those people who i didn't just list because i'm a forgetful bitch. it doesn't mean i don't love you.

i'm having a horrible time; it's funny how everything seems to go to shit around the holidays, innit? sometimes being around this community is the only thing that keeps me from losing my marbles.

so, thank you.

happy wintereenmas.

ps - if you had anything of mine faved on the lj zevran community, you'll want to update your links at my archive (just go to my main journal page, here), because i deleted everything i ever posted there, this afternoon. just... don't ask. *shakes head* let's just say, i shot the drama llama right in the head and now there's no more problem.

EDIT: man, you guys are awesome. i'm humbled by all the love. thank you. *snif*

Comments

[zillah975]

*hugs lots* I'm sorry things are so crappy right now. :( I hope they get better soon. *hugs more*

[bellaknoti]

:/ thanks. *hugs*

[nithu]

Shooting drama llamas is good! I hope things take a turn for the better soon *hugs*

[bellaknoti]

it really is. cathartic and everything. thank you *hugs*

[cave_fatuam]

A billion hugs, darlin'.

[bellaknoti]

XD haha naked zev butt

thank you; i needed that laugh, seriously. *hugs*

although... anders may not like me so much after things go rather badly south in 'making our own destiny', soon... >.>

maybe i'll write him his own mary-sue.

[cave_fatuam]

I'm glad it helped if even just a little.
And worry not, m'dear! Ander will forgive all for the sake of a bad joke. ^_^

[bellaknoti]

hah! i hope you're right... >.>

[1smut_princess]

:evil cackling that is unending:Don't worry dear, they won't hate you for it, they shall hate meee! MWHUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[elysium_fic]

I'm so sorry for whatever went down that has you feeling blue.

*hugs*

[bellaknoti]

thank you. *hugs*

[darkrose]

*hugs* I'm sorry that life is sucking, and that there's drama. I am, however, glad you're over here!

[bellaknoti]

me too! thank you. -_-

[aroihkin]

I know the feeling, the right corners of this fandom are just awesomesauce. <3

[bellaknoti]

frsrs. i love you guys.

[andorin]

*hugs*

[bellaknoti]

thank you *hugs*

[scarylady]

wtf?

Feel free to rant at me at some point if it will help. Or not, if you prefer to be all Zevran-type stoic.

Despite the plethora of hugs on offer, I doubt another one will go amiss, so *HUG*

Loves ya, darlin'

Oh, and btw, have we not recruited the smutprincess person, and if not, why not? She's really nice and very chatty. I barely know her though, so when you're feeling better, perhaps a small lure?

[bellaknoti]

thank you *snif*

i don't wanna be a drama-maker. let's just say... i pointed out to my husband, rather succinctly, that he really does not want to see just how hard i can be, and then i informed him that i have been biting this conversation back for almost a year. in a fit of sudden, blind panic, he decided he doesn't want to be single, so maybe things will improve. *dark look* they had damned well better.

i have sent out the bait, and i'm hoping she elects to join; we've been working on collaboration for the next section of 'making our own destiny'. her understanding of withiel's zev's motivations is astounding. the story will be awesome. i am excited to share it... and impatient to finish writing it. :)

i hope everyone else enjoys reading it as much as we're having fun writing it.

[1smut_princess]

Here I am! *does the Link glowy annoying voice thingy*
Oh wait, nvm that was "over here" or something or other....

And don't you mean you're impatient for me to finish writing out the torture I mean the ah.... well. What happens y'know.... thing. I suppose I should do that last scene tonight rather than devoting time to Murder. Afterall, I did promise you that stuff for the constant peeks at Wings...

[1smut_princess]

Oh yes, and I forgot :chatchatchat:

[scarylady]

We like chatty people. Have you seen the length of some of our threads? Chatty people belong here.

[1smut_princess]

Woot, then glad I am to be in an active comm. I hate it when stuff just sorta peters out and gets all 'meh'.

[scarylady]

I point to Aro's post of Ali/Zev art as an example. on Zevran 0 comments, on here 96 (so far).

We chat, we squee, we talk bollocks. And off-topic is the new black.

[1smut_princess]

While offcolor is the new white....

[bellaknoti]

:-*

<3 you guys

[scarylady]

*cuddles b*

[scarylady]

I've heard a rumour that it's possible to be on-colour... probably just an urban myth.

[valiasedai]

*hugs* I hope things work out for the best! <3

[bellaknoti]

hmmm... in my experience, they always do, sooner or later. *hugs* thank you.

[lenna_nightrunner]

D: *tons of hugs* I'm sorry you're having a crappy time right now. I'm honored to be one of the people who helps. I'll be sending "feel better" vibes westward. Take care of yourself in the meantime.

[bellaknoti]

*hugs* thank you. distractions are awesome.

[twist_shimmy]

I see the plethora of hugs and up you a *snuggle*. The span between Thanksgiving and New Years always tries to murder me with hate, so I'm glad we're helping you. <3

And, since it is my modly duty, another reminder that if dramallamas follow you here, warn me, and I WILL EAT THEM RAWR (because I am the Great Andraste, and dramallamas are a succulent snack.)

[elysium_fic]

I think Shimmy is on an alliteration kick lately. I swear I caught some in TSLV the other day, too, though I can't remember now what it was.

[twist_shimmy]

I do it all the time. Just ask Lenna and Estara. XD

[vera_kdt]

For me the jule-festival is always an emotional roller coaster. Makes me remember the last year with all it's ups and downs. Some years had more downs, some other years are better.
In the end, we all go on and things just fall into place at some point as they always do.
All the best from me! It's the worst if you're feeling low while everyone around you enjoys the festive season.
Be proud of yourself, b., and accept another hug from one of your (new) fans!

V.

[bellaknoti]

*^.^* wow, thank you! *hugs* much love, seriously.